While sitting in the shower I was thinking about all of the other ppl who might be in the shower for the same reasons. Maybe they’re in there to get away from what’s outside or to let all of their thoughts go down the drain or to cry. Not necessarily to get clean physically but mentally too.

It is such a beautiful thing to be within moving water. So fluid and continuous. Going elsewhere never to be seen again; impermanent.

I hope wherever I live in the future there’s moving water close by to at least sit next to. A stream, a brook, a river, the ocean. Something to help cleanse my worried mind.

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Allowing the darkest thoughts to completely engulf me. I’ve never been this far down the hole before. I stop searching for any crack of light and simply sit with it. I am filled with shadow. Life is cynical.

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But there is always an opposite to all that exists, and I hope to meet her some day. Hope exists here too.